Eiki
TYPE A
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I found sweet sweet dessert.
It’s very delicious for sure.
Cute dessert, which everyone will envy me
When once tried, it won’t allow me to leave it.
I won’t give it to anyone, do not disturb me.
- I smile not noticing that my life is fading away -
~ Tsuzuku
It’s very delicious for sure.
Cute dessert, which everyone will envy me
When once tried, it won’t allow me to leave it.
I won’t give it to anyone, do not disturb me.
- I smile not noticing that my life is fading away -
~ Tsuzuku
TYPE B
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Scans thanks to Allison
I have sweet sweet dessert
Today he will also hum all the time.
He doesn’t notice that he makes me sing impurely.
Someday I’ll remind him of this.
Having sweet sweet dessert
Means being caught in sweet sweet venom’s trap.
~ Tsuzuku
Today he will also hum all the time.
He doesn’t notice that he makes me sing impurely.
Someday I’ll remind him of this.
Having sweet sweet dessert
Means being caught in sweet sweet venom’s trap.
~ Tsuzuku
THE"420"THEATRICAL ROSES
LIMITED EDITION
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The one that can be left behind in this world
Is me?
Or is it myself?
This world drawn by me and myself
Is it my world?
Or is it world of myself?
Close, far, front, back
Brush that puts colours on this world
Is it mine?
Or is it the one of myself?
“Don’t worry.
It’s oil-based tricolor ball pen”
Me
Myself
translator’s note: “me” and “myself” is caused by Tsuzuku’s way of writing 僕 and ボク, where both means the same,
only writing indicates that he refers to something a little bit different
Is me?
Or is it myself?
This world drawn by me and myself
Is it my world?
Or is it world of myself?
Close, far, front, back
Brush that puts colours on this world
Is it mine?
Or is it the one of myself?
“Don’t worry.
It’s oil-based tricolor ball pen”
Me
Myself
translator’s note: “me” and “myself” is caused by Tsuzuku’s way of writing 僕 and ボク, where both means the same,
only writing indicates that he refers to something a little bit different
Theatrical Blue Black
TYPE A
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The bird soars.
- Was it really bird?
Something bird-like, something not-bird-like.
- Something human-like, something not-human-like?
Yeah, it works this way.
- That’s not good.
~ Tsuzuku
- Was it really bird?
Something bird-like, something not-bird-like.
- Something human-like, something not-human-like?
Yeah, it works this way.
- That’s not good.
~ Tsuzuku
TYPE B
Knocking slowly, only twice
Pouring wine to the stylish glasses
Even with light turned on it’s dim around
“Are you ready to pick the card?”
I wouldn’t notice your trickery anyways.
~ Tsuzuku
Pouring wine to the stylish glasses
Even with light turned on it’s dim around
“Are you ready to pick the card?”
I wouldn’t notice your trickery anyways.
~ Tsuzuku
SM
LUXURY LIMITED EDITION
I exist since you exist
Because your brain is aware of my actions.
If your brain won’t catch me, existence called “me” will disappear
It’s not about only people. It’s about everything on this world.
“From when did you think that you exist on your own?”
~ Tsuzuku
Because your brain is aware of my actions.
If your brain won’t catch me, existence called “me” will disappear
It’s not about only people. It’s about everything on this world.
“From when did you think that you exist on your own?”
~ Tsuzuku
REGULAR EDITION
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I'm glad
I was aware of this world line.
I'm glad we could meet here.
I somehow don't know the future ahead
But until end surely comes, I want to cherish our present meetings.
"Someday you'll melt out
Someday I will melt out too"
~ Tsuzuku
I'm glad we could meet here.
I somehow don't know the future ahead
But until end surely comes, I want to cherish our present meetings.
"Someday you'll melt out
Someday I will melt out too"
~ Tsuzuku
RAVEN
TYPE A
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There are different types of pain and suffering
“What do you know about it?”, I think it differs a bit.
People, who understand you, today also without saying a word are not here.
I keep living. Today also one day ends.
“Do you understand? What ‘hunger’ means?”
~ Tsuzuku
“What do you know about it?”, I think it differs a bit.
People, who understand you, today also without saying a word are not here.
I keep living. Today also one day ends.
“Do you understand? What ‘hunger’ means?”
~ Tsuzuku
TYPE B
"It's not that"
"It's not ok"
"It's not good, what happened"
I'm extremely enjoying it.
Though everyone feels hatred, nauseous in horribly worst way.
In big LOVE, there's big HATE.
Oh, welcome back home.
~ Tsuzuku
"It's not ok"
"It's not good, what happened"
I'm extremely enjoying it.
Though everyone feels hatred, nauseous in horribly worst way.
In big LOVE, there's big HATE.
Oh, welcome back home.
~ Tsuzuku
REGULAR EDITION
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Bright red promise, you and petals
I can't say a word.
To read further part it seems I need to make a decision.
I have a thing I want to say again
『Love is difficult and it hurts』
Regardless of the subject.
~ Tsuzuku
I can't say a word.
To read further part it seems I need to make a decision.
I have a thing I want to say again
『Love is difficult and it hurts』
Regardless of the subject.
~ Tsuzuku
DECADANCE - Counting Goats … if I can't be yours -
TYPE A
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Do you see it? Have you noticed it?
Now I rage, even without any slightest tremor
Can you hear it? Have you noticed it?
Now I'm screaming in silence.
Please, notice it soon. Please, don't notice it eternally.
I also understand that all.
Because today skies are also green.
~ Tsuzuku
Now I rage, even without any slightest tremor
Can you hear it? Have you noticed it?
Now I'm screaming in silence.
Please, notice it soon. Please, don't notice it eternally.
I also understand that all.
Because today skies are also green.
~ Tsuzuku
TYPE B
I rely on various things.
For example stuffing myself with medicines.
Today also if I close my eyes, I see melancholic square.
If loving means “I’m hungry”
Depending on anything should mean “I broke my stomach”
Right?
But Mucosta won’t heal it.
~ Tsuzuku
For example stuffing myself with medicines.
Today also if I close my eyes, I see melancholic square.
If loving means “I’m hungry”
Depending on anything should mean “I broke my stomach”
Right?
But Mucosta won’t heal it.
~ Tsuzuku
REGULAR EDITION
Because I will die someday anyway
When I’ll be at home, is it ok to do only things I like?
I will burn and forget all the tough and painful things.
But if I open the window and try to cry out, there are people and their gazes, which make me want to die
But it’s ok, if I like doing this.
Because I will die someday anyway.
I want to have a lot of fun, when I can.
Because I will die someday anyway.
Because you will also die someday anyway. I decided that I will live, even if I want to die.
Because I will die someday anyway.
~ Self-styled home guard, sometimes artist - Tsuzuku
When I’ll be at home, is it ok to do only things I like?
I will burn and forget all the tough and painful things.
But if I open the window and try to cry out, there are people and their gazes, which make me want to die
But it’s ok, if I like doing this.
Because I will die someday anyway.
I want to have a lot of fun, when I can.
Because I will die someday anyway.
Because you will also die someday anyway. I decided that I will live, even if I want to die.
Because I will die someday anyway.
~ Self-styled home guard, sometimes artist - Tsuzuku
Shuuei
TYPE A
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Scans thanks to Natsu
Dear
cosmos in your full glory.
Quick, raise your beautiful face.
Your expression like if you cried after the rain
Also your smile like on the sunny day
Give me feelings from that day in the past.
Don’t wither
Don’t overlook me
I’m the component of your painting
But dear cosmos, you’re only one.
~Tsuzuku
Quick, raise your beautiful face.
Your expression like if you cried after the rain
Also your smile like on the sunny day
Give me feelings from that day in the past.
Don’t wither
Don’t overlook me
I’m the component of your painting
But dear cosmos, you’re only one.
~Tsuzuku
TYPE B
Delicious.
I’m excited by that feeling
I can’t wait to see how does it taste
Tasting it
It’s happiness.
Ah… I wonder how you taste
If you allow me
I would even become your faithful dog.
I would become your hope.
~ Tsuzuku
I’m excited by that feeling
I can’t wait to see how does it taste
Tasting it
It’s happiness.
Ah… I wonder how you taste
If you allow me
I would even become your faithful dog.
I would become your hope.
~ Tsuzuku
REGULAR EDITION
I’m going to hide it all the time.
You’re laughing beside him.
Smothering the feeling of jealousy, I masticate it.
Because your smile is dazzling.
It probably won’t reach you, but please, stop laughing so close.
That umbrella hiding my tears from you
Will someday break, cover with holes.
「Are you ok already? Crush everything」
~ Tsuzuku
You’re laughing beside him.
Smothering the feeling of jealousy, I masticate it.
Because your smile is dazzling.
It probably won’t reach you, but please, stop laughing so close.
That umbrella hiding my tears from you
Will someday break, cover with holes.
「Are you ok already? Crush everything」
~ Tsuzuku
A priori
TYPE A
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Scans thanks to Arlequin
„Let’s enjoy the silly world together.
Just like if we watched a movie.
And let’s exchange our impressions at the end.”
『We’ll end the world one day. Together.
And together we will laugh.』
“And let’s hope it won’t be born again”
- Piece of me, my counterpart -
~ Tsuzuku
Just like if we watched a movie.
And let’s exchange our impressions at the end.”
『We’ll end the world one day. Together.
And together we will laugh.』
“And let’s hope it won’t be born again”
- Piece of me, my counterpart -
~ Tsuzuku
TYPE B
On 15th card I add 15th day and divide on two
Don’t forget me and our promise soup
Before I continued seaming my eyelids, I adhered your photo on their underside.
Tick-tock tick-tock… May I don't forget you. May you don't forget me.
“Huh? The smell of rain”
~ Tsuzuku
Don’t forget me and our promise soup
Before I continued seaming my eyelids, I adhered your photo on their underside.
Tick-tock tick-tock… May I don't forget you. May you don't forget me.
“Huh? The smell of rain”
~ Tsuzuku
REGULAR EDITION
Adorning
my wrist - day one -
Cutter knife is my friend
Adorning my wrist - which day is that? -
Stainless steel razor is my friend
I line up characters in ‘drawing past and mistakes, don’t forget?’
-Kiss left on my left arm’s “Maria”-
~ Tsuzuku
Cutter knife is my friend
Adorning my wrist - which day is that? -
Stainless steel razor is my friend
I line up characters in ‘drawing past and mistakes, don’t forget?’
-Kiss left on my left arm’s “Maria”-
~ Tsuzuku
MESSIAH.bat
TYPE A
If I could become you for a moment, I would disturb your head
And destroy many of the drawers inside.
If you’d suffer because of your thoughts, if I couldn’t understand that…
If I couldn’t say anything…
I wish you, who suffer because of things inside your head, couldn’t turn off the faucet…
~ Tsuzuku
And destroy many of the drawers inside.
If you’d suffer because of your thoughts, if I couldn’t understand that…
If I couldn’t say anything…
I wish you, who suffer because of things inside your head, couldn’t turn off the faucet…
~ Tsuzuku
TYPE B
Alone… In this land of my head water is also dead
Today I also look for water…
It’s not what you’ve told me one day
「I’m going to give you water any time」
I’m not looking for water… If use other words, it’s “medicine”.
~ Tsuzuku
Today I also look for water…
It’s not what you’ve told me one day
「I’m going to give you water any time」
I’m not looking for water… If use other words, it’s “medicine”.
~ Tsuzuku
REGULAR EDITION
Do you remember those smiling eyes,
Even when we held our wounded by agreement of blood arms?
Look up at the sky
“The dark space in the sky, which you see now with your own eyes is world”
Do you remember the days you cried?
I’m thinking what I want to talk about next.
Drawing circle with both hands…
「What do you think is there?... The answer is…」
~ Tsuzuku
Even when we held our wounded by agreement of blood arms?
Look up at the sky
“The dark space in the sky, which you see now with your own eyes is world”
Do you remember the days you cried?
I’m thinking what I want to talk about next.
Drawing circle with both hands…
「What do you think is there?... The answer is…」
~ Tsuzuku
DIE KUSSE
TYPE A
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Kiss… sky crumbles
Kiss… flesh plays sounds
Kiss… clockwork forest
Kiss… look, fishes soar to the sky
Do I love you? Was I hungry…?
Maybe it’s something slightly different.
Kiss… But I don’t know precisely
KISS…
~ Tsuzuku
Kiss… flesh plays sounds
Kiss… clockwork forest
Kiss… look, fishes soar to the sky
Do I love you? Was I hungry…?
Maybe it’s something slightly different.
Kiss… But I don’t know precisely
KISS…
~ Tsuzuku
TYPE B
I wonder, what colour
does love have?
「You, who wished to hear the answer that it’s red like passion, are pitch black. I’m pitch black for sure.」
~ Tsuzuku
「You, who wished to hear the answer that it’s red like passion, are pitch black. I’m pitch black for sure.」
~ Tsuzuku
REGULAR EDITION
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It’s a new fairytale
Acting characters are you and me
You being you are not yourself, not even this you, whom I imagine now
It doesn’t matter in this fairytale,
Because this fairytale is a profound one, deeply affecting me.
I am who I am, but wait a sec… Which “me”, for the god’s sake, am I now?
Speaking about other things now is…
~ Tsuzuku
Acting characters are you and me
You being you are not yourself, not even this you, whom I imagine now
It doesn’t matter in this fairytale,
Because this fairytale is a profound one, deeply affecting me.
I am who I am, but wait a sec… Which “me”, for the god’s sake, am I now?
Speaking about other things now is…
~ Tsuzuku
Avalon
TYPE A
There are small flowers everywhere
But it’s not a common view, which you can surely see everywhere
Because you’re not a flower, which can be found anywhere
If you’re hurt, will you try to easily look for a flower now?
Something will surely appear to you
Because you always walk this path.
~ Tsuzuku
But it’s not a common view, which you can surely see everywhere
Because you’re not a flower, which can be found anywhere
If you’re hurt, will you try to easily look for a flower now?
Something will surely appear to you
Because you always walk this path.
~ Tsuzuku
TYPE B
In other
words…
If you want to be loved, love the other person
If you want to be loved, love yourself
Look for love in 「affection」, which overcomes that love
I want to love myself
Because I want both, your 「love」 and your 「affection」
~ EMILY’s diary ~
If you want to be loved, love the other person
If you want to be loved, love yourself
Look for love in 「affection」, which overcomes that love
I want to love myself
Because I want both, your 「love」 and your 「affection」
~ EMILY’s diary ~
REGULAR EDITION
Please,
teach me briefly about reasons I continuously seek
「It’s because I love you.」
I think I will love you.
But, what kind of love would it be…?
「It’s because I love you.」
I think I will make you happy.
But, what kind of happiness would it be…?
「It’s because I love you.」
………
~ Tsuzuku
「It’s because I love you.」
I think I will love you.
But, what kind of love would it be…?
「It’s because I love you.」
I think I will make you happy.
But, what kind of happiness would it be…?
「It’s because I love you.」
………
~ Tsuzuku
EMILY
TYPE B
「Do you
know why candies melt?」
“Why do you ask?”
「Do you know why skies are blue?」
“Why do you ask?”
「Do you know why there is pain among people?」
“Why do you ask?”
「Hey, who are you, who ask me now?」
“Why do you ask?”
- You’re parts of myself seen in you, which are irrefutable past, that wore your name –
~ Tsuzuku
“Why do you ask?”
「Do you know why skies are blue?」
“Why do you ask?”
「Do you know why there is pain among people?」
“Why do you ask?”
「Hey, who are you, who ask me now?」
“Why do you ask?”
- You’re parts of myself seen in you, which are irrefutable past, that wore your name –
~ Tsuzuku
REGULAR EDITION
Even the day, when I look at the
painting covering my scars, it reminds me of you
When I forget about pain and hope, you decorates me with it again
And I’m sure that still I hope somewhere inside
This is my weakness
「This is my weakness」
~ Tsuzuku
When I forget about pain and hope, you decorates me with it again
And I’m sure that still I hope somewhere inside
This is my weakness
「This is my weakness」
~ Tsuzuku
Sadisgate
TYPE A
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Today is your, in a sense, HAPPY BIRTHDAY
I give you this one apple.
It’s an apple of sadness, of an eternal hunger. Goodnight.
~ Tsuzuku
I give you this one apple.
It’s an apple of sadness, of an eternal hunger. Goodnight.
~ Tsuzuku
TYPE B
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One petal – hatred for you –
One petal – your suffering –
One petal – you change –
Huh? Which petal should it be now?
- And I stop counting –
~ Tsuzuku
One petal – your suffering –
One petal – you change –
Huh? Which petal should it be now?
- And I stop counting –
~ Tsuzuku
Toroshina
「Well, time for vomiting」
~ Tsuzuku
Emotional【KARMA】
I’m not ok because I’m happy. I’m happy, because I’m ok.
I’m not laughing because I’m happy. I’m happy because I’m laughing.
… I’m not laughing because you’re here. Will you still be here, because I’ll be able to laugh?
~ Tsuzuku
REGULAR EDITION
Time was passing and you didn’t appear.
I called you… my ear hurts from unanswered call
Sickly you, you’re sleeping for sure
The language of flowers, which I knew… my heart hurts because of this irony
「To you, who became transparent. I’m sending you the irony also from myself.」
~ Tsuzuku
Sabbath
TYPE A
「I love you the most so far. So much that I could die.」
「"How many times did you die" till now?」
~ Tsuzuku
TYPE B
Akercock
-We’re only the analog machine taking place of boring flesh -
~ Tsuzuku
Divergence
「What is in here?」
「”There” is a place, where nothing is」
「So what means „there”?」
「”Here” is a place, where something is」
~ Tsuzuku
Slivers.exe
「Love – how does it feel?」「”I was hungry” – just like that.」 ~ Tsuzuku